I believe we meet people in life and endure hurt, pain, lies and tears. These people may have once been "the love of your life." I know that God put him in my life for me to enjoy the good times, fight for what I wanted, and to learn lessons. I've succeeded the first two, the last step is the harder of the three. I know we aren't ment to be together, I want to move on and find someone that is trustworthy, honest, caring and NOT selfcentered. Although, it is hard to admit he's not the one. We had good times, he was once mine, now he's not and all we do is fight. If it's that simple, shouldn't I be able to move on? Or at least be okay with him not being the one for me? The hardest part is wondering why we cant work out, why I'm not good enough for him. I know its really the other way around. But will he ever wake up and see what a good thing he had? I know he wants to do whatever he wants to do right now, but at the end of the day, I hope i'm still the one he loves. It has definitely been a journey with speed bumps along the way, but there's no turning back.
I'm through with the tears, that I've shed all these years.
I'm done with the lies and all the times that I've cried.
I am on to bigger and better things. Time to let my heart sing.
:)
With this being my first post..I feel this will be helping out a lot. I'm excited :)
xoxo GG (Good Girl)
"Forget the former things; do not dwell on the past." -Isaiah 43:18
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